"Betcha Gon' Know (The Prologue)"

Oh [bad word] to a day of my life
The memoirs of an imperfect angel
Oh [bad word] welcome [bad word] to a day of my life
The memoirs of an imperfect angel

Though the lights were low
I could see you both
In a lover's silhouette
And my heart stood still
I was froze right there
Staring down at her red dress
So I bolted out the door
Jumped right into the car
It's too dangerous
To be in the vicinity of where you are
Rolled down all the windows
Just so I could breathe
Can't believe you just actually did this [bad word] to me
I'm going bout a hundred [bad word] Laughing out of anger
But it don't strike me as funny
Been too good to you
I've been virtuous and [bad word] To have something like this
Happen in my own bedroom

Betcha Gon' Know oh how it feels
(when I get you back)
Betcha Gon Know oh how it feels
(when your heart's been cracked)
Betcha Gon Know oh how it feels
(when we fade to black)
How it feels for real

And you see your whole world collapse
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh
Imma la-la-la-la-la-laugh 
right in your face boy
Betcha Gon' Know oh how it feels

So I pulled to the side
Of the road to fix my face
But I can't cover with make up
What my tears want to erase
I wake up in a haze
Morning dew and sun rays
As I drive I hide my eyes
Behind my black Cavalli Shades
block from the house
Slowly creep in the driveway
Tip toe through the door
But you're there wide awake
You like "Where you been?"
I'm like "Sorry.
But I fell asleep on Jasmine's sofa.
I could`ve sworn that Rae Rae
Called you and told ya"
You like "You okay"
I'm like "Mmh I'm alright.
Little sleep and I'll be fine."
But if you only knew
What was in the back of my mind
Already stung,
But you really gon find out in time, oh I
 [bad word] 

This is for real, for real, for real 
Oprah Winfrey, whole segment, for real, for real 
20/20, Barbara Walters, for real, for real 
60 minutes for real

Baby, I had all my [bad word] in you 
and look at what you put me through
You got me all crazy,
Somewhere down the line your gon get what you deserve..you [bad word] jerk 
Your were supposed to save me, 
My sweet baby 
Now we`re fading away..
But you`re gon know how this feels 
Even if it's the last thing I ever do 
To be continued...