And now I ask myself
Could I be someone else
Cause my hands are stained with cold
Wish I could wash it away
Keep taking, taking away
Keep breaking, breaking me

I can't believe in yesterday
I feel [bad word] in
I can't just stand by and watch you
Save yourself as you fall from grace
When [bad word] around, I won't be your sympathy

The worst is over now
You said it anyhow
My life in monochrome
Wish I could regain control
You keep taking, taking away
I keep faking, taking, you [bad word] 
Find me, feel me, fill me, then [bad word] me up again
Find me, feel me, fill me, then [bad word] me up

HATE
ME
HATE