Happy Birthday...so make a wish

[Verse 1:]
Please accept my apologies, wonder what would have been
Would you've been a little angel or an angel of sin?
 [bad word] around, hanging with all the guys.
Or a little tough boy with beautiful brown eyes?
I payed for the murder before they determined the 
Choosing our life over your life meant your death
And you never got a chance to even open your eyes
Sometimes I wonder as a fetus if you faught for your life?
Would you have been a little genius in love with math?
Would you have played in your schoolclothes and made me mad?
Would you have been a little rapper like your papa da Piper?
Would you have made me quit smokin' by finding one of my lighters?
I wonder about your skintone and shape of your nose?
And the way you would have laughed and talked fast or slow?
Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been
Happy birthday...

 [bad word] ]
All I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
All I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake!

[Verse 2:]
I've got a millon excuses to why you died
Bet the people got their own reasons for homicide
Who's to say it woulda worked, and who's to say it wouldn't have?
I was young and [bad word] #39; but old enough to be your dad
The fear of being a father has never disappeared
Pondering frequently while I'm zippin' on my beer
My vision of a family was artificial and fake
So when it came time to create I made a mistake
Now you've got a little brother maybe he's really you?
Maybe you really forgave us knowin' we was confused?
Maybe everytime that he smiles it's you proudly knowin' that
your father's doin' the right thing now?
I never tell a woman what to do with her body
But if she don't love children then we can't party
Think about it every year, so I picked up a pen
Happy birthday, love you whoever you woulda been
Happy birthday...

 [bad word] ]
All I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
All I thought was a dream (yeah, make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake!

And from the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin
Maybe one day we could meet face to face?
In a place without time and space
Happy birthday...

From the heavens to the womb to the heavens again
From the endin' to the endin', never got to begin
Maybe one day we could meet face to face?
In a place without time and space
Happy birthday...

 [bad word] ]
All I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed (happy birthday)
All I thought was a dream (make a wish)
Was as real as it seemed

I made a mistake...!

С днём рождения! Загадай желание! 

Пожалуйста, прими мои извинения.
Интересно, кем бы ты был,
Маленьким или грешным ангелом?
Взбалмошным дворовым мальчишкой
Или классным парнем с красивыми карими глазами?
Я заплатил за убийство ещё прежде, чем узнал твой пол.
Выбрав жизнь для себя, мы приговорили тебя к смерти.
У тебя даже не было возможности взглянуть на этот мир.
Иногда я задаюсь вопросом: ты боролся за свою жизнь в утробе матери?
А вдруг ты бы стал гением-математиком?
Может, ты играл бы во дворе,не переодевшись со школы, и злил бы меня.
А может, ты бы стал маленьким рэппером, как твой папа да Пайпер.
Возможно, ты бы заставил меня бросить курить, спрятав одну из моих зажигалок.
Интересно, какой у тебя был тон кожи и форма носа?
И как бы ты смеялся и разговаривал: быстро или медленно?
Я думаю об этом каждый год, и вот, я беру ручку:
С днём рождения! 
Я люблю тебя, кем бы ты ни был…
С днём рождения!

Мне это всё приснилось, (Загадай желание!)
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