There's a shadow just behind me,
Shrouding every breath I take,
Making every promise empty,
Pointing every finger at me.
Waiting like a stalking butler
Who upon the finger rests.
Murder now the path called must we
Just before the son [bad word] 
Jesus, won't you [bad word] whistle
Something but the past and done?

Why can't we not be sober?
I just want to start this over.
Why can't we drink forever.
I just want to start things over.

I am just a worthless liar.
I am just an imbecile.
I will [bad word] you. [bad word] in me and fall as well.
I will find a center in you.
I will chew it up and leave,
I will work to elevate you
Just enough to bring you down.
 [bad word] me.

Mother Mary won't you whisper
Something but what's past and done.
 [bad word] me.

I want what I want.