I would try as I - kisses sweet 
To let the light shine on - [bad word] 

Message 

I ask myself 
if there is 
melancholy God up there 
I'd dry his eyes 
I'd kiss his feet 
To let the light shine on 
Mortality 

I ask myself 
if there is 
melancholy God up there 
Dissolved in tears 
I cross my heart 
for death to bring us back to start 

The boy outside is universal 

And I ask myself 
if there is 
reward for tragedy 
Please god reverse my memory 
I ask myself 

Hold your horses 
The one who cares 
Is the one outside 
dissolved in tears 
Holds the candle while you read 
Hold your horses 
your anxiety 
The boy outside the family 
Holds your hand while you sleep