torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro  ugokenaku [bad word] jibun no kimochi* sae mienai  me wo [bad word] te no hira ni tsutsumarete [bad word] chou you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga

"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo" [bad word] nante iwasenai kara"

mimimoto de [bad word] yuuwaku

jiyuu wo motomete wa  tadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete [bad word] karada ga kirisakare  itami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozuki  hidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA

tsunagareta teashi  kakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasu  ano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka

"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni [bad word] yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
 [bad word]  kindan no akai mi

jibunrashisa nante  wakaranakute
kako ni shibarare  kurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni  "ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wo  tsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimatta  mishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
BOKU WA PARANOIA
 [bad word] kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita

kurai yami no naka de  mogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo [bad word] migite ni [bad word] akai iro  BARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu ni  [bad word] tsuzukereba
itsuka wa [bad word] 
yuku te ni  kimi no ashiato ga [bad word]  mou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
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Without a destination, the captive heart no longer moves
Not even my own emotions can be seen by those averted eyes.
Like a butterfly caught in the palm of a hand
Flying is impossible

"It's okay to live however you'd like
"I won't let you say it's painful."

Temptation whispers close to the ears

Following this road while searching for freedom
In the reality of which there's no where to belong
Staring at the map that no longer satisfies me
Until the body is torn apart and I disappear into pain
With both memories and desires sadly colored,
The left hand has a wound that can't be forgotten
I am paranoia
 [bad word] on with these limbs, hidden inside these eyes
I remember: was that image an illusion?

"It'd be easier to throw everything away."
"The pain will change to pleasure."

Handing over the forbidden red [bad word] ..

Not understanding what is [bad word] of myself
Tied to the past, I repeat myself
Realizing it was time's fault, I say
"Give me that [bad word] "
Not being able to catch that desired thing,
The wounds never disappear, only increase
I've realized it now, leaving behind this unknown world
I am paranoia

hanging neck,
Ears that can't hear,
throat that can't shout,
Unmovable feet
Is this a dream or reality? I don't know
But you definitely stared at me

While [bad word] in the darkness
No matter how many times I find myself
All that remains in my right hand are the remains of a butterfly
At this rate I'll continue walking without sleep
When will I ever get there?
I can see this path with your footprints. I can no longer return
I am paranoia