Оpen your eyes, you've been left
Open your heart cause you know best
Pull close the ones that leave you alone... [bad word] home.
Write down those things you wanted to [bad word]  hit or miss as long as [bad word] clear
I spent my days contemplate to kill or buy you a ring... aint love a funny thing?

I knew there was something wrong, i was just to scared to say it
I knew one day you would finally see
that the monster was me

Cause I was so busy saying that i was better
You were falling apart and I was barely together
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed?
Cause I was doing the same things
My whole life you said i wouldnt forget it
God [bad word] right u know I still don't regret it
Bringing up your past, did you feel ashamed
While i was doing the same things.

U spend your nights, telling lies to anyone who believes
U spend your days writing plays for your drama kings
Pull them closer so they all feel sorry for you.... poor you.
Are u tired of all the things they want you to be?
What you want, what you hope, what you think u need
Thats all i give, thats all i got, thats all i kept for me... aint hurt a funny thing?

Its so hard to be right when everything u do is wrong.
singing out its getting harder to breathe
Starting over when it felt like you u were done.... i'm done.
Selling out saving face it all feels the same
when theres no one left its just your to blame
Give me sight, piece of mind a glimmer of [bad word] Or shut it down with just a moment left of you.