same [bad word] different day. [bad word]  i wish the rapture had [bad word] 

i take my pills and then i'll fall asleep
tonight was not for me,
i stayed up late and tried to make some beats
tonight i'm so empty
i wake up late and drink some caffeine,
my life's stuck on repeat.
i'll take more pills and then i'll hit the streets.
walk through crowds of rotting meat.

and birds and trees and fake smiling,
the sun is out for all but me

-i'm dead....i'm bored
*repeat*

i'll smoke a thousand cigarettes and eat nothin' for weeks and weeks.
show me something pure and free,
i'll have my doubts, but i'll take a peek.
then i'll take more pills and go home to sleep,
but sleep without dreams [bad word] so cheap.

and birds and trees and fake smiling,
the sun is out for all but me