[bad word] in circles
I said you’re trying to kill the pain
You said before, "All I wanted was a friend"
Well, you [bad word] in the sunlight cause the shadows are by
You are slowly dying from inside

You’ve [bad word] from them way too long
Well, nothing matters in the end
Take their laughter as a grain of sand
'Cause nothing matters in the end
But you’ll break away... into suicide

Take a backseat into the wind
Take the pills, they'll cure the pain
You will never live again, well never like before
 [bad word] ME, GET OUTSIDE, you’ll see the beautiful life you’ll leave
The only problem is, you’ll burn for sure

You’ve [bad word] from them way too long
Well, nothing matters in the end.
Take their laughter as a grain of sand
Cuz nothing matters in the end
But you’ll break away
And [bad word] away... into suicide

Will you get to dream?
Will you get to breathe some day?
Well, I have felt the same before
You will heal again!

You’ve [bad word] from them way too long.
Well, nothing matters in the end
Take their laughter as a grain of sand
'Cause nothing matters in the end... the end... the end