look at your life. open up your eyes. open your mind and take in what’s around you. was this everything you thought you’d amount to? we shape ourselves to flourish within our worlds, when in the end it won't mean a single [bad word] thing. is this the way you want to be living? playing it safe in a world so unforgiving. see in new light; don’t let it go over your head. the strength of my being subsides in this instance we call a lifetime. i'm cut short on this borrowed contract so i'll make the most of everything i have. remind me why i’m still here and i instantly see. there is an image, it’s crystal clear, the image of me. depicting the boy i once was and now the man i’ve [bad word]  now, and somehow, i feel proud of who i have [bad word]  we long to be everything we are not, never to realize what we have lost. never to realize the things we have lost we long for everything that we are not. it’s reassuring in the matter of fact that we’ll all die alone. i’ve stopped believing, and trying to make sense, that the lives we are leading will be worth it in the end. i can’t grasp the feeling we’re so insignificant. we are so insignificant. we hold no significance. 
i can’t...