thinkin' back to all the bad i did [bad i did]
how i was young & evil as a kid [as a kid]
ok, i'm better now, i ask the reverend [ask the reverend]
cuz of my [bad word] 
will i go becuz the life i'm livin' feel like heaven [feel like heaven]

grown better man still i'm in my gang attire
does not mean i'm goin' to be cast into a ring of fire
does it? if so them words u speak i can't admire
the evil's in my past but today the saint is ours
get & give a lot of love, guess my Allah just follows us
i was stuck, taught us, now we caught up in goddish hugs
everywhere we go, there he go, went from very low
to unnecessary owes when he carries flows over the stereo
i'm, on my 7 all becuz of rhyme
but becuz i played the 6 once upon a time
the reverend says my worldly ways i need to deaden
but i can't tell becuz this life i'm livin' feel like heaven

is it heaven, or is my head up in the clouds
is there [bad word] for me, cuz i feel like we made it out
i put my halo on but then it done came off again
u don't need eyes to see that this could be our only heaven

so, if u see my feet up off the ground
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
oh, if u see my halo fallin' down
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down

it's funny & when i think i'm up there...
they say i fais le cul to much
but they just déjà vu too much
caught up in the antics
yeah i'm tied to u becuz i was thinkin' semantics
so is it dependent on what yer heaven is?
or how big yer 6 and 7 is?
everythin' preaches to u, u decipher who the reverend is
this verse is speaking to the ones seekin' peace in any form
far from norm' imaginations, the brain rains when it storms
u say names then it forms, manifest things that were foreign
to u once upon a time no coincidence is gonna rhyme
make sense in a normal line
of words u learned them at the time & they remain timeless
feedin' of the dreams that u promised
before niggas knew u were prominent & dominant
& all those powerful words that back then, to be honest
were just nouns & verbs; the looks on the astonished
are normal by now i seen them same faces when i was in Spiderman pajamas

so, if u see my feet up off the ground
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
oh, if u see my halo fallin' down
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down

...heaven or [bad word] 

i never thought that this could be so real
i never thought that i would ever build
my own heaven

so, if u see my feet up off the ground
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down
oh, if u see my halo fallin' down
oh, don't u let me tear this heaven down

i remember back in the day i had this song called "my own [bad word] quot;
it was depressin'
but since then i've created my own heaven, baby - & it's beautiful

incredibly, no one deaded me, when it was lead at these red [bad word] 
nobody ever headed me, let it be, said i'm breaded, 
real light, within darkness i still fight it
but if heaven is love, then this sure in the [bad word] feel like it