I see what i’ve [bad word] and I hate what I am.
Take away my breathing, take my life right where I stand.

All alone in my home, let it burn right through my soul
You don’t know what i’ve done to get to this point on the road.

I work and I work till I bend and I break
I’m losing control and I’m losing my faith
Nothing could stop me from feeling this way
I’ve been trying to change, but I’m being the same.

Seeking for peace but I can’t leave the habit
I [bad word] unleash when I’m snapping, a savage
Been carrying such heavy and burdensome baggage
So tired of hurting i’m letting you have it.

Yeah [bad word]  yeah [bad word]  yeah [bad word] 
Yeah [bad word]  yeah [bad word]  yeah [bad word] 

Yeah [bad word] 
Yeah [bad word] 
Oh
Oh Oh, Oh!
Oh, Oh,

 [bad word] this world and [bad word] tonight!
Why must I try, [bad word] then I die.
Hustle with my time, no sleep just grind
Now it’s been a good minute, and $igil on the rise.

I don’t even need to do [bad word] 
I don’t even need to wake up
I’m only in this world for a little, but I’m wishin that I wasn’t cuz I [bad word] feel stuck.