When I [bad word] all everything I knew, that I loved so much [?]
[?] everything I need, and it feel's so right, here with me.
I know everything is wrong, and it feel's so right, it can't be wrong. (And I)
And I burn down everything I choose and deny the gift, to tell the [bad word] 

I know, that you don't freakin' like it, no.
I know that you don't feel right.
I know that you wont feel so heavy.
I know that you will leave me here, to die.. alone.

I know that you don't sleep, unlikely.
I know that you don't sleep at night.
I know that you don't even [bad word] 
I know that you will leave me here, to die.. alone.

I know that you don't sleep, unlikely.
I know that you don't sleep at night.
I know that you don't even [bad word] 
I know that you will leave me here, to die.. alone.