Without it I'm failing
My heart waits in the wings alone
The stages I go through
 [bad word] time and time and time again

Do you wonder how I stay
 [bad word] 
It's like waiting for the ocean
To save you from the waves
When you're so far under
Silent
Never moving
You're never moving

You've taken your timing
So flawless executing me
So fearless and hopeful
Can you imagine such a scene?

Do you wonder how I stay
 [bad word] 
It's like waiting for the ocean
To save you from the waves
When you're so far under
Silent
Never mind
Waiting for the needle
To take away the pain
Until finally we numb our every border

Do you wonder
Did you ever wonder
How I stay
 [bad word] 
I stay
 [bad word] 

It's like waiting for the ocean
To save you from the waves
When you're so far under
Silent
Never mind
Waiting for the needle
To take away the pain
Until finally we numb our every border
Our every border