"For some must watch, hile some must sleep
 [bad word] the world away..."

Today I realised
What I have [bad word] 
look in the mirror
Makes me me so afraid
And all my life I was searching for something
Searching for something I could never have

They always warned me,
Do not reach too high
Cause if you fly o high,
You'll fall even deeper
But I ignored all their warnings,
I got my wings and flew away to the sun

If this was the last day of my life,
What would I feel?
I wouldn't be too proud of myself,

This world made me numb inside,
But some of my emotions didn't die at all
If I love wasn't just a cliché,
I would say that love is the new hate!