Here me calling, I'm free falling 
What is wrong and right now 
Lord I need some light now 
Show me, am I living a lie 
Was it all for glory 
That I wrote my story 

I've been trying 
Always fighting 
Thought it made me stronger 
Now I fight no longer 

Don't know when it really started 
Was it my one way out 
From the broken hearted 
Growing older made me colder 
As I lost direction 
 [bad word] for perfection 

There's a boy I used to know 
He was different from me 
There was nothing that he 
Thought he couldn't do, no no 
There's this boy I used to see 
Now I see him no more 
If he's gone forever 
I don't wanna know 

I'm wide open now 
I'll make it somehow 
Let go of my defenses 
Floating through the air 

There's a boy I used to know 
He was different from me 
There was nothing that he 
Thought he couldn't do, no 
There's this boy I used to see 
Now I see him no more 
If he's gone forever 
I don't wanna know 

(There's a boy) 
(I was here) 
(He had to go) 
He had to go 
(There's this boy) 
(I used to see) 
If he's gone forever 
I don't wanna know 

I don't really wanna know