In those discouraging days 
I always missed the mark 
When we [bad word] and close 
I would neglect to keep 

You safe and unexposed 
portrait of time repeats 
This moment now replaced 
With an empty wish to give 
I give, I gave 

I gave my everything 
For all the wrong things 
In this cold reality I made 
This selfish war machine 

Oh, this has [bad word] [bad word] 
How can I share this life 
With someone else? 
I promise you 
There is no weight that can bury us 
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt 

Here in the dark side of me 
Here in the dark side of me 

Now in your absence I wade 
Through the coursing, lonely, lost 
And in this tragic dismay 
I never could believe what I became 

I gave my everything 
For all the wrong things 

In this cold reality I made 
This [bad word] war machine 

Oh, this has [bad word] [bad word] 
How can I share this life 
With someone else? 
I promise you 
There is no weight that can bury us 
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt 

Here in the dark side of me 
Here in the dark side of me 

I couldn't give you 
What you needed 
It's all my fault 
Too coward to believe I lost it all 

I gave my everything 
For all the wrong things 
In this cold reality I made 
This selfish war machine 

Oh, this has [bad word] [bad word] 
How can I share this life 
With someone else? 
I promise you 
There is no weight that can bury us 
Beneath the ghosts of all my guilt 

Here in the dark side of me 
Here in the dark side of me