Through dark and light I fight to be,
So close 
Shadows and lies mask you from me
So close

Bath my skin the darkness within, 
So close,
The war of our lives no one can win.

The missing piece I yearn to find, 
So close 
Please clear the anguish from my mind.
So close

But when the [bad word] of [bad word] clear, 
So close 
I wish my life I’d [bad word] near, 
So close