Waiting for the stars to align
there is a restless rain cloud in my mind
heavy eyes fixed in the middle of the room
if you're looking to a point for all that you do

I feel guilty and alive
when so many beautiful people have died
I never thought that we [bad word] the world
I always think we will
I keep a fist clenched still

oh [bad word] oh oh [bad word] when you see me you [bad word] and hide
oh [bad word] oh oh [bad word] it's an ordinary ...?... on the outside

I know the stars will align
if not tonight then some other time
sleeping off the shade in the back of a car
I tried to get away but the car wouldn't start

I may never get it right
my chemicals, they balance in some other light
I never thought that we [bad word] the world
I always think we will
I keep my teeth clenched still

oh [bad word] oh [bad word] when you see me you [bad word] and hide
oh [bad word] oh oh [bad word] ?... on the outside

You look so good on the outside
You look so good on the outside
You look so good on the outside
I feel so good on the outside

You look so good on the outside
I feel so good on the outside

You look so good on the outside
I feel so good on the outside