I'm not gonna make it 
Is it almost over now? 
Can't see the way  [bad word] down 

I can't understand how this chain reaction 
Has brought me to the edge I'm looking down 
One more step would it make me free? 
I could fall into the darkness 
Realize that I'm just so afraid 

"I don't want to destroy life..." 
Remember~~ 

"I know you want to" 
"It's alright" 
Remember~~ 

I'm not gonna make it 
Is it almost over now? 
Can't see the way to go 
I feel so alone 
My blood is on the ground 
This time I lost control 

I gave up my thoughts 
Lived just by reaction 
Made nothing but a fake, empty escape 
"Be [bad word] to yourself" 
I've heard enough of that 
I know if I remember 
I'll find the good 
I don't care 

"I don't want to destroy life..." 
Remember~~ 

"I know you want to" [I don't know] 
"It's alright" [It's not alright] 
Remember~~ [You think you know?] 

I still believe 
I still believe in myself 

I'm not gonna make it 
Is it almost over now? 
Can't see the way to go 
I feel so alone 
My blood is on the ground 
I can't forgive this anymore 

I just wanna make it 
If it's almost over now 
Can't see the way to go 
I feel so alone 
My blood is on the ground 
I can't forgive this anymore 

Who chooses what is right? 
No one can begin to say 
So will you turn around 
Or will you fade away? 
My heart is crying out 
I may never see 
But still I have to go 

I have to go