I need this to get me through
Can't resist, don't want to
Believe it, I know it's [bad word] Can't beat it, don't want to try

PERFECT [bad word] 
There's more to me than you ever will know
Down here where the rest of us fell
Waste away, nothing left to show
While I'm in this perfect [bad word] 
Obsession has begun
Possessed by [bad word] How did I get so low
Believe me no one knows
Sometimes I can't hold on
And no one can help me

Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense

I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions
On the verge of [bad word] I cave into abduction
Thin blood I'm bleeding
My pulse won't stop racing
Just as my heart explodes

No chance that I could win
Too hard to not give in
I just don't feel the same
Cause I'm the one to blame
Sometimes I can't hold on
And no one can help me

Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense

I need this to be myself
It feels like I need some help
It's too late to save myself
Or it's just in my head

Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense

Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
I don't think I can make it through this
Now it's got a hold of me (hold of me)
The less I do the more it makes no sense