[bad word] as I am, 
I need your reassurance  [bad word] as you are, 
You count the days 
But if I wanted silence I would whisper 
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go 
If I liked rejection I'd audition 
And if I didn't love you, you would know 

And why can't you just hold me? 
And [bad word] it's so hard? 
And do you like to see me broken? 
And why do I still care? 

Still care

You say you see the light now 
at the end of this narrow hall 
I wish it didn't matter 
I wish I didn't give you all 

But if I wanted silence I would whisper 
If I wanted loneliness I'd choose to go 
If I liked rejection I'd audition 
And if I didn't love you, you would know 

So why can't you just hold me 
 [bad word] it's so hard? 
Do you like to see me broken? 
Why do I still care? 

Poor little misunderstood baby 
No one likes a sad face 
But I can't remember life without him 
I think I did have good days 
I'm sure I did have good days 

And why...and why can't you just hold me?
And [bad word] it's so hard? 
And do you like to see me broken? 
And why do I still care?