I don’t know who to [bad word] your surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my [bad word] in you just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t [bad word] myself with you

Tension is building inside steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my [bad word] in you just takes so much out of me

Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t [bad word] myself with you

I won’t waste myself on you
You, You
Waste myself on you
You, You

I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t [bad word] myself with you

Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t [bad word] myself with you
You, You