I feel I lose my nerves 
I know what I deserve 
Living on this little Earth 

I feel [bad word] from my time 
I even don't know why 
The secret is not to find 
But really to loose and to die 

Never think about my life to override 
Do i feel the [bad word] from my eyes? 
Do i know the secret? 
Have a nerve to say goodbye 
Empty shell around me drives to suicide 
i really nothing? 
This is I'm trying to find 

I walked away from time to time 
I even don’t know why 
Alone to free my mind 
But I feel I wither and die