I miss you now 
I guess like 
I should have missed you then 
My body moves 
Like curtains waving in and out of wind, 
In and out of windows 
I can't untangle, I can't untangle 
What I feel and what would matter most 
I can't get close and I, 
I can't get close 
And now there's just no point, 
In reaching out for me 
In the dark, 
I'm just no good at giving relief 
In the dark, 
It won't be easy to find relief 
And I'm not proud 
That nothing will seem easy about me 
But I promise this 
I won't go my whole life 
Telling you I don't need 
But I promise this 
I won't go my whole life 
Telling you I don't need 
I'll tell you now 
I guess like 
I should have told you then 
The thunder moves 
Like [bad word] drawers slamming in my frame 
Slamming in my framework 
I can't untangle, I can't untangle 
What I know and what should matter most 
I can't get close and I, 
I can't get close 
And now there's just no point, 
In reaching out for you 
In the dark, 
I'm just no good at giving relief 
In the dark, 
It won't be easy to find relief 
And I'm not proud 
That nothing will seem easy about me 
But I promise this 
I won't go my whole life 
Telling you I don't need