I'll break my vow of silence

Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar
Revealed and died in your own eyes
Relieved me to see my own lies

Through the years it has [bad word] darker in that secret place
His light pierced this lonely chamber through you
And the [bad word] shall set you free
I'll remember your [bad word] that set me free from it getting
Darker and darker in that secret place

It came flying through the air like a beautiful shadow made me turn my head
The taste of danger is sweet I've always known but still allowed this to be my bread
Evil crow lands on my head, I let it stay
Whispers so I think only I can hear it and I obey

Who would think that so much beauty [bad word] from such horrible [bad word] 
Because I am what you told me you are
Because you showed me your unhealed scar

Tongue too ashamed to even pronounce it right
I spoke but kept it in me with ropes so tight
This is my fight, the word was spoken and I got my sight

Promise so glad I wasn't able to keep
Words formed by your soul is my reflection
Lie was bound to my heart to keep
Broken chains through your confession