[Verse 1]
Living life, don't you cry. My life... pain is God.
Many nights painful thoughts occur. Yell at me... again I'm wrong.
In denial, I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy.
All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me.

Now these memories fill my heart, they bury me

[Hook: 4x]
All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and [bad word] her)

[Verse 2]
Looking back, I was never ever right
You were my step mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I [bad word] walkin' in and I'd say, 'Hello'
But you'd slap me and you'd make some [bad word] [bad word] about my clothes.

But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were with you with a knife up your [bad word] laying dead.
So, I popped some more caps in your [bad word]  now your son is not so fun
 [bad word] #39; [bad word]  never try to play me!

You made my life -- not so....

All I want to do....is kill you....
All I wanna do... is kill you

[Hook: 2x]
All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother)
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and [bad word] her)

Wish!
You!
Were dead!
Now!

How.... I know

How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved.... Never loved.