i was up for an early morning to see everything was done
i was up for an early morning cause night would [bad word] 
i was up for a few more hours just to keep from falling down
i was up for an early morning to see if life would [bad word] 
i went out on a big blue sunday to capture what i tought
i had lost in a hot hot summerday a couple of years ago
i went out with my curage build up just to watch you break it down
i went out on a big blue sunday to lose all i had owned
i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon
i'll go i'll go wherever you want me to
i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon
i'll go i'll go wherever you want me to

i will never feel, will never be so real
there were times i felt like this
when you where in my life my tragedy was near
is that what you want to hear
well i just wanted you to die

i was down on a monday morning to pity what i tought
i had lost in a dark blue yesterday a sunday years ago
i went down on a deep blue sunday to relive what i caught
long ago in a hot hot summerday to exit what i faught
i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon
you'll go you'll go wherever i want you to
i know i know i'm gonna meet you soon
you'll go you'll go wherever i want you to

i will never feel, will never be so real
there were times i felt like this
when you where in my life my tragedy was near
is that what you want to hear
well i just wanted you to die
i just wanted you to die