Verse
I want to be
 [bad word] 
here and now,
I want to be numb
and blind,
lying on a carpet,
listening
to the beating of enormous creature
which flows
through the shadows
of this building.

 [bad word] 
Take me,
rape me
and then kill me,
like the people killed Christ,
like the God killed Christ,
like the God killed his son,
like the father killed his son,
like the creator killed his creation.

We always destroy
everything we create,
everything we build.

The more you build,
the more you destroy.

Verse
I want you
to destroy me
because you built me.
Yeah,
you did that
and you do that.

girl
with blue liquid in her glass
and fake inspiration in her eyes.
She is laughing
and talking to a guy in a silly hat.
They think they are real,
but not for me.

And you,
you are here, too.
You’re sitting in front of me,
but you are
still,
and…
That’s great, you know!
I’m glad
for everything you gave to me!
For your singing
in the silence
with the voice of the silence.

 [bad word] 
Take me,
rape me
and then kill me,
like the people killed Christ,
like the God killed Christ,
like the God killed his son,
like the father killed his son,
like the creator killed his creation.

Like the God killed Christ.