私はこんな風に今は笑っているけれど
いつだって今の暮らしに君がいた日を
重ねては泣いていたの
いつでもなぞるように君の名前を呼ぶけれど
見えるのは霞んで消えてしまいそうな
少し大きな背中

私が欲しかったのは
何気ないあの日の私

いっそ忘れてしまいたいの
何もかも真っ白に
きっとね、また君に出会える気がして

私はもう一度、恋に落ちていくの
何度も何度でも願った

この目に
この手に
残ったまま離れないの

一人で歩いた
世界はまだ止まったまま

私が探しているのは
まだ君を知らない私

きっと失くしてしまったなら
何も無い胸の中に
きっとね、また君が溢れてくるから

私は何度でも恋に落ちていくの
ねえどうか。また君に会いたい
何度も何度でも願った

----
Watashi wa konna fū ni ima wa waratte [bad word] keredo
Itsudatte ima no kurashi ni kimi ga ita hi o
Kasanete wa naite ita no
Itsudemo [bad word] yō ni kimi no namae o yobu keredo [bad word] no wa kasunde kiete shimaisō na
Sukoshi ōkina senaka

Watashi ga hoshikatta no wa
Nanigenai ano hi no watashi

Isso wasurete shimaitai no
Nanimokamo masshiro ni
Kitto ne, mata kimi ni [bad word] ki ga [bad word] 
Watashi wa mō ichido, koi ni ochite yuku no
Nandomo nando demo negatta

Kono me ni
Kono te ni
Nokotta mama hanarenai no

Hitori de [bad word] Sekai wa mada tomatta mama

Watashi ga [bad word] [bad word] no wa
Mada kimi o shiranai watashi

Kitto [bad word] shimatta nara
Nani mo nai mune no naka ni
Kitto ne, mata kimi ga afurete [bad word] kara

Watashi wa nando demo koi ni ochite yuku no
Nē dōka. Mata kimi ni aitai
Nandomo nando demo negatta

---- [bad word] to the point where I can smile like this,
But the [bad word] is, I’ve been crying all this time
While I imagine how things would be if you were still in my life.
I always take my time when I say your name, as if to caress each of those syllables,
But all I can see is a vision of your slightly broad back,
So hazy that it might fade away at any moment.

I wish I could return to being myself in those days,
Oblivious to all the intricacies of this world.

I’d rather forget about everything,
Returning it all to a blank slate.
Because I have a strong feeling that I’ll encounter you again then.

And I will fall in love, once again.
That’s what I wished for, over and over again.

But all those memories still linger
In my eyes, and in my hands.
They won’t leave me in peace.

And this world, in which I had to go on all by myself,
Has stopped turning since then.

I’m searching for the version of myself
Who has yet to know you.

I’m convinced that once I’ve lost everything,
Once there is nothing left in my heart,
I’m convinced that your presence will engulf me once again.

And I will fall in love, no matter how many times it takes.
So, please. I want to see you again.
That’s what I wished for, over and over again.