The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my lips say I hate you 
The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my hands to cut your silken flesh 
The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my feet to stomp your head 
The thoughts from my mind have one question... 
When will this ever end? 
 [bad word]  
Not much to the life I live 
Same 4 Walls 
I have nothing left to give 
Please take it all away.... 
Same 4 Walls 

The thoughts from my mind 
Feel the pain as rats claw at my flesh 

The thoughts from my mind 
Feels the joy as the needle hits my vein 
The thoughts from my mind 
Smells the stench as [bad [bad word] down my leg 
The thoughts from my mind ask for sanity 
Now for this I beg 
 [bad word] 
(spoken)
my mind is like today.
damp dark dreary
as the rain falls outside beating, 
though it hits the ground
i can feel it 
slipping away
dying without decay
dying like my soul
from the inside out.
i can only prey
it won't be long
it won't be long now
it can't be long 
it can't be long now...
help me...
(where do i go from here?)

The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my lips say I hate you 
The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my hands to cut your silken flesh 
The thoughts from my mind [bad word] my feet to stomp your head 
The thoughts from my mind have one question... 
WHEN WILL I BE DEAD? 
 [bad word]