Heal myself - a feather on my heart
Look inside - there never was a start
Peel myself - dispose of severed skin
All subsides - around me and within

There's nothing painful in this
There's no upheaval
Redemption for my pathos
All sins undone

Awaiting word on what's [bad word] 
In helpless prayers a hope lives on
As [bad word] clean I've forgotten what I promised
In the rays of the sun I am longing for the darkness