[bad word] on

I woke up in a dream today
To the cold and the static
And I put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering Im pretending to be where Im not anymore
little taste of hipocrisy
And Im left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though youre so close to me
Youre still so distant
And I cant bring you back

Its [bad word] The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me

Im with you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor
The rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
But when things go wrong
I pretend that the past isnt real
Im trapped in this memory
And Im left in the wake of the mistake
Slow to react
Even though youre so close to me
Youre still so distant
And I cant bring you back

Its [bad word] The way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if youre not with me

Im with you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes

No, I wont let you control my fate
While Im holding the wait of the world on my conscience
No, I wont just sit here and wait
While you wear your options
Youre making a fool of me
No, you didnt dare try to say that you dont care
And solemnly swear not to follow me there
No, it aint like me to beg on my knees
Oh, please, oh, baby, please
Thats not how Im doing things
No, Im not upset
No, Im not angry
I know love is love, love
Sometimes it pains me
With or without you
Ill always be with you
Youll never forget me
Im keeping you with me
No, I wont let you take me to the end of my rope
While you burn and torture my soul
No, Im not your puppet
And, no, no, no, I wont let you go

No, no matter how far [bad word] I cant wait to see tomorrow
No matter how far [bad word]  I
I cant wait to see tomorrow

With you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes
With you
You, now I see
Keeping everything inside
With You
You, now I see
Even when I close my eyes