I can’t
believe it’s been a year
since I kissed my fears
on their salty lips, and said to them: “I love you all!”

I CARRIED THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS FOR 20 YEARS, AND LOOK AT ME NOW!

I’ve
got something to say
about the last 12 months I’ve lived;
I’m not the same kid I was when I was younger,
I just thought you should know!

I take a pill every day to help me deal with life!…

And oh my god… I’ve lost control…
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
to feel at all…

I CARRIED THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS FOR 20 YEARS, AND LOOK AT ME NOW!

I’ve
got something to say
about the family that I’ve lost.
I hope my mother and my father think
that they raised a healthy boy! —

…who needs the help of a shrink to even leave the house!

And oh my god, I’ve lost control…
I stare at accidents in a sick attempt
to feel at all.

I’m not the same kid I was when I was younger —
I just thought you, I just thought you should know;
I’m not the same kid I was when I was younger —
I just thought you, I just thought you should know!

I CARRIED THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS FOR 20 YEARS, LOOK AT ME NOW!
AND NOW, AND NOW,
I’M FINDING WAY TO FORGET EVERYONE THAT I KNOW!

I can’t
believe it’s been a year
since I kissed my fears
on their salty lips
and said to them: “I loved you all!”

DON’T ASK — JUST FOLLOW!!
REPEAT AND SWALLOW!
DON’T ASK — JUST SWALLOW THEM
DOWN YOUR THROAT!
DON’T ASK — JUST SWALLOW,
REPEAT AND FOLLOW!
DON’T ASK — JUST SWALLOW THEM
DOWN
YOUR
THROAT.

My best friend is a man
with a lab coat and a grin.
I hold my shaking hand
and he gives me medicine. 
It almost makes me feel at home,
but they slowly steal my soul…
I tell him I still feel alone —
“Don’t worry; someday, I promise, you will feel whole!…”

Oh my god… I’ve lost control
of the only thing in life
I had a hold of…

And oh my god… I’ve lost control
of the only thing in life I had a hold of…

And oh my god… I’ve lost control
of the only thing in life
I had a hold of…