Inner Devotion

I loved you, innocence - my guide 
But you have spurned my clear love 
You've learned to know evil deeds 
You've learned what's suffering, pain and blood 
There's no sence to cry for help 
You've yelled but no one heares you 
You've frightened - so you've barely breathed 
And horror fillsyour trembling flesh 

Your shout aggravated your fate 
Escaping violence [bad word] flesh 
As firm as steel, it entered you 
And bed have flooded with your blood 
This [bad word] for aeons could reign 
And agony possesses you 
Far away you've saw remote end 
And God was sick to give you help 

You've played with feeling - danger sneak 
You realize you were not right 
Human's love is beautiful, you know 
But violence breaks its excellence 

I have you near me obsessed by force 
I've sought for happiness but failed 
I didn't want to see you filled but failed 
Your images have shattered in your flesh 
I loved you, innocence - my guide 
But you have spurned my clear love 
You've known what waits for you 
Those were only pain and blood 
 [bad word] 
Crazy love gives rise to violence 
Everyone should always remember that 
Romance dies under pressure of force 
And it'll never be back, it'll never be....

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