I remember now but I still have my doubts
I think it's gonna be today
Everybody came but it's just not the same
Why did it have to be today?

Now my chest is tight, no, I am not all right
It doesn't have to be this way
Why does it have to be this way?

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

Freedom in a cage, no sun and too much rage
I don't know how much I can take
(I don't know how much I can take)
Push it down inside but it knows just where I hide
I know that normal's hard to fake
(I know that normal's hard to fake)

Bleeding into life, it's like a thousand knives
Are slowly turning me into this
(Slowly turning me into this)
Why does it have to be like this?

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

I lost again today
I lost again today
(I lost again today)
I lost again
(I lost again today)

I don't know what's wrong
It's like I'm too far gone
It doesn't matter anyway

Fear is in my heart
Just when I stop, it starts
And I can never live this way

Living with a curse
Sometimes it's even worse
It slowly kills me everyday

Something I despise
Is gonna take my life
I guess I'll try again today