Some days are better, they're better than others  [bad word] forever, you're pushin' me under
What a way to live my life 
I'm hiding from the battles I don't wanna fight
What I've [bad word] ..

And now it's going grey 
All the lines are blurring and decayed
I can't recall exactly who's to blame anymore

Is it me or is it you? 
Something isn't right 
Of all the things that we could do, we just wanna fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to erase you (to erase you...)

Some days I think I'm nothin' without you
Sometimes I wish that I could just kill you
What a way we live our lives
It's hard to breathe
It feels like I'm infected by my dad's disease

And now it's going grey 
And you're the one I chose to feed me pain
And I'm the one you bring home so ashamed... through their eyes

Is it me or is it you? 
Something isn't right 
Of all the things that we could do, we just wanna fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to erase you (to erase you...)

And I see myself in heaven
If I can free myself from this [bad word] 
Is it me or is it you? 
Something isn't right 
Of all the things that we could do, we just wanna fight
Someday I will find the courage to embrace you
Someday I will find the strength to erase you, to erase you, to erase you