Call you up in the middle of the night
 Like a firefly without a light.
 You were there like a blowtorch burning,
 I was a key that could use a little turning

 So tired that I couldn't even sleep
 So many secrets I couldn't keep
 Promised myself I wouldn't weep
 One more promise I couldn't keep

 It seems no one can help me now
 I'm in too deep there's no way out
 This time I have really led myself astray
 [bad word] train, never going back
 Wrong way on a one-way track
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere
 Somehow I'm neither here nor there

 Can you help me remember how to smile?
 Make it somehow all seem worthwhile
 How on earth did I get so jaded?
 Life's mystery seems so faded

 I can go where no one else can go
 I know what no one else knows
 Here I am just a-drownin' in the rain
 With a ticket for [bad word] train

 And everything seems cut and dried
 Day and night, earth and sky
 Somehow I just don't believe it
 [bad word] train, never going back
 Wrong way on a one-way track
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere
 Somehow I'm neither here nor there

 Bought a ticket for [bad word] train
 Like a madman laughing at the rain
 little out of touch, a little insane
 It's just easier than dealing with the pain
 [bad word] train, never going back
 Wrong way on a one-way track
 Seems like I should be getting somewhere
 Somehow I'm neither here nor there
 [bad word] train, [bad word] back [bad word] train, tearing up the track [bad word] train, burning in my veins
 [bad word] away but it always seems the same