Sun and Storm

    so I'm still plodding on,
    on a path I cannot see.
    so I left it all behind,
    for a future where I'm free.

    all my dreams had turned to dust,
    and my lust for life declined.
    all my hopes had gone away,
    just a trace left in my mind.

    for my will stopped to resist,
    I let it take me away.
    for my whole world fell apart,
    what is left I cannot say.

    and everything I was has turned to pain,
    and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
    and everything I was has turned to pain,
    and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
    and everywhere I go I feel the same,
    and everytime I try I try in vain.

    you [bad word] to fill the void,
    but you always were forlorn.
    you [bad word] into my life,
    and you brought both sun and storm.

    I could never break its force,
    and then I was left to mourn.
    I never knew what went wrong,
    but you were both sun and storm.

    when you came I did not fear,
    but the shadow took your side.
    when you fell I had to stay,
    but I think I've also died.

    and everywhere I go I feel the same,
    and everytime I try I try in vain.
    and everything I was has turned to pain,
    and everyone I knew thinks I'm to blame.
    and everywhere I go I feel the same,
    and everytime I try I try in vain.