[bad word] ni doku wo nutte boku no heya ni kita deshou?
Anata no kisu de mou karada mo mune mo toketeshimaisou
Daikiraina boku 19 sai
Daikiraina boku 19 sai

Hakike ga [bad word] kurai anata no kokoro utsukushii no ni
Nani hitotsu dekinai boku ni [bad word] kisu [bad word] [bad word] no?
Daikiraina hibi 19 sai
Daikiraina kao 19 sai

Kuroage hachou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Kudaranaitte iwanaide sonna jinsei ga ii no ii no...

 [bad word] tamashii dake wo torinozoku no ga muri nara
Dochira ni [bad word] sore wo mirai to [bad word] no deshou?
Chuuburarinna yume 19 sai
Chuuburarinna uso 19 sai

Kuroage hachou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Kubukurin nai [bad word] hon no isshun de ii no ii no...

Daikiraina boku 19 sai
Daikiraina boku 19 sai

Kuroage hachou no you ni hokorashii hane de tobitai
Kudaranaitte iwanaide sonna jinsei ga ii no ii no...

Kuroage hachou ni natte dare kara mo aisaretai
Kubukurin nai [bad word] hon no isshun de ii no ii no...

English Translation

You put on poison on your lips and came to my room, didn't you?
With your kiss, my body and mind feel like they're going to melt
I hate myself, 19 years old
I hate myself, 19 years old

Your heart is so beautiful it makes me want puke
Why do you kiss me, somebody who can't do a thing?
I hate these days, 19 years old
I hate this face, 19 years old

I want to fly with proud wings like the black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say it's lame, I want that kind of life...

If it's impossible to only take out the soiled soul
Which way should I go to call that as the future?
Indecisive dreams, 19 years old
Indecisive lies, 19 years old

I want to [bad word] a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everybody
Even though that's 99% not possible, I want to even for a moment...

I hate myself, 19 years old
I hate myself, 19 years old

I want to fly with proud wings like the black swallowtail butterfly
Don't say it's lame, I want that kind of life...

I want to [bad word] a black swallowtail butterfly and be loved by everybody
Even though that's 99% not possible, I want to even for a moment...