Is it wrong to want to walk away when every day of your life looks

like today and today looks like a rotting lifeless gray? I don't know

where things went wrong with me...but I feel like I've [bad word] a timid

shadow of the person I've always wanted to be. And I've been thinking

about my past today...thinking of all those times I was afraid...and

all those times that I felt worthless and ashamed. I know, I thought I

was strong. I said I would never change...but that burning house left

me an empty frame...and no longer can I decay...no longer can I keep

my heart locked away. Have you ever felt like you are wasting your

whole life searching for something you can't find? There's been so

much talk of so many slashed up wrists...but we're much too young to

be dwelling on thoughts like this. So scrape your heart up from the

bottom of the bottom of the barrel. Keep your faith in the path that's

growing narrow. Kill the doubt inside your head. We [bad word]  We push

ahead.