Oh my God! My God this can't be happening! 
God tell me, tell me this isn't real! 
I can't believe all that I have foreseen is finally happening. 
I cannot for a single second stand the way I feel.
I always knew. I always saw [bad word] 
Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear.
I've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing,
I never wanted to cease to exist,
Just disappear. 

Fear memories are all that lie ahead. [Memories dull my senses] 
(Never have I felt so lost)
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. [Memories dull my senses]
(Never have I felt so dead) 

Once felt so warm, no I'm [bad word] freezing. 
I am the once embraced abandoned one. 
I raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing; 
No relief was mine, I was burnt, by the sun.

Fear memories are all that lie ahead. [Memories dull my senses]
(Never have I felt so lost) 
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. [Memories dull my senses]
(Never have I felt so dead) 

Fear memories are all that lie ahead. [Memories dull my senses] 
(Never have I felt so lost) 
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. [Memories dull my senses] 
(Never have I felt so dead) 

Fear memories are all that lie ahead. [Memories dull my senses]
(Never have I felt so lost)
Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. [Memories dull my senses] 
Never have I felt so.