Lately I've been wondering how these words would sound
If they were sung out loud instead of written down
Because this could be a letter, if I could find the pen and paper,
To tell you how I'll only let you down

If I had any heart left, I'd give it all to you
To make up for the time spent not telling the [bad word] 
Now all the hours weeks and months just seem to merge right into one
I lost track of where I'd been
Cause I've been kicking chasing my own tail [bad word] in circles for so long
I need to find myself again

If I had any heart left, I'd give it all to you
To make up for the time spent not telling the [bad word] 
Cause [bad word] a list of places I wanna see before I die but I know I won't

I always drink too much and never sleep enough
I'm still a liar and I think I always will be

If I had any heart left, I'd give it all to you
To make up for the time spent not telling the [bad word] 
If I had any heart left, I'd give it all to you
To make up for the time I spent