Live'n life, don't you cry
My life, pain is God
Many nights, painful thoughts occur
Yell at me, again I'm wrong

In denial, I tried to be your friend
I tried to be a good boy

All I see, a hate deep inside
Startle me, someone save me

Now these memories, fill my heart, they bury me

All I wanna do
You are not my real mother
Is kill you should I beat and stab and [bad word] her

Looking back I was never ever right
You were my step-mom who always wanted me out of your sight
I [bad word] walkin' in and I'd say hello,
but you'd slap me and you make some [bad word] [bad word] about my clothes,
then I tried to let it pass, but the visions in my head,
were with you with a knife up your [bad word]  laying dead,
so I pop some more caps in your [bad word] 
Now your son is not so fun [bad word] [bad word] Never try to play me

You made my life not so good
All I wanna do... is kill you

Wish you were dead now

How can I cry over someone I never loved?
How can I cry over someone I never loved?
Never loved...