I think I’ve had enough
I think I might [bad word] I’m looking for some information
It’s digging in the skin
Whenever I begin
There’s gonna be [bad word] 
I take another breath
It’s deeper than the rest
I’m swimming to the final breaker
It’s sitting in my mouth
I wanna get it out
I wanna know when something’s on

But, anyway
I just can’t be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
‘cause nothing seems [bad word] to me
So easily
But, anyway
‘cause I mistake my memories [bad word] But what a day
I’ve gotta say
I can’t believe in myself today

Sitting on the bed
Everything finger spread
Looking for some motivation
If I can offend
I’ll try to fit it in
And I don’t need an explanation

I think I better wake
I’m starting to deflate
I’m looking for [bad word] I'll never understand
I’ll never be a man
When I don’t know what somethigs on
But, anyway
I just can’t be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
‘cause nothing seems [bad word] to me
Not possibly
But, anyway
‘cause I mistake my symphony
For suffering
Oh what a day
I’ve gotta say
I can’t believe in myself this way

And I'll face it face down the long way
And I'll face it face down the long way

I think it’s got an end
I think it’s gonna bend
I think I got a new impression
So tell me how I look
Tell me what I took
To try to keep the conversation
I think I’ll get it right
I’m [bad word] with the light
I’ll turn it to the situation
I’m doing what I can
I never understand
When I don’t see when somethings on

But, anyway
I just can’t be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
‘cause nothing seems [bad word] to me
So happily
But, anyway
‘cause I mistake my memories [bad word] But what a day
I’ve gotta say
They're getting harder to separate

But, anyway
I just can’t be myself today
Apparently
But, anyway
‘cause nothing seems [bad word] to me
Not possibly
But, anyway
‘cause I mistake my symphony
For suffering
But what a day
I’ve gotta say
I can’t believe in myself today

I can’t believe in myself today

I can’t believe in myself today

I can’t believe in myself today

I can’t believe in myself today