I've been living in this darkness 
Setting light to my own home 
I've been praying for [bad word] 
But I wanna be left alone 
I've been feeling lower lately 
But I'm still getting high 
Feeling Wretty confident 
That I'm feeling shy 
I don't know how to say 
That I don't know how I feel today 
I need to go and stay 
With someone else by myself 
It's a beautiful day tonight 
[bad word]  Going? 
Left, wrong or right? 
I'm feeling bad, alright? 
I'm normally strange 

I've been washing in the dirt 
Just to get myself clean 
I'm blinded by the horrific things 
That I've never seen 

Just a minute! 
What am I even talking about? 
I understand my confusion now 
I don't know how to say 
That I don't know how I feel today 
I need to go and stay 
With someone else, by myself 
It's a beautiful day tonight 
[bad word]  Going? 
Left, wrong or right? 
I'm feeling bad, alright? 
I'm normally strange 

I should have stayed in bed today 
I should have stayed in bed today 
I should have stayed in bed today 
I should have stayed in bed today