wipe out my memories 
the loss will supposedly make me happy 
what lies ahead [bad word] with my apathy 
wipe my tears and try to find a way 
that will possibly form while i wait 

motionless in a place i‘ve never been before 
it‘s our nature, i guess, but i can‘t relate 
to all these new responsibilities i have to take 
and i would rather just zip my mezzo mix and read some manga 
but i will have to do what i really don‘t want 
and i hate this here but what the future holds is even worse 
i would rather spend my time with you