So withdrawn and feeling numb
Watching [bad word] all undone
Growing fear, a human grace
drowning mind in a dark embrace
My life
disarray
And I
Fade away
I am down on my knees
Praying beyond belief
The silence deafens my ears
And welds the shackles
Onto my fears
Lost
All faith
Lost
All [bad word] 
Lost
All faith
Lost
All [bad word] 
So withdrawn and feeling numb
Watching [bad word] all undone
My life
disarray
And I
Fade away
I am down on my knees
Praying beyond belief
The silence deafens my ears
And welds the shackles
Onto my fears
I have lost all faith
I have lost all [bad word] 
sordid mesh turning to dust
sordid mesh turning to dust
I am lost
I am so numb
I am so numb
I am so numb
I am so numb
I am so numb
I am so numb