oh how we abuse these words to cloak our actions
my pen bleeds black and blue to cover my tracks up from you
i use this pen like a knife slice write open expose the insides
time and time again this process never ends it just gets worse and worse
let go like yesterday anxious for tomorrow
new ties more lies build another bank
when lives are less used theres more substance to abuse
report my progress not going so well so its on to another catch disposable as the rest
i am a good boy but i belong in a cage these rattlesnakes are [bad word] born without fangs
so here i bask in the grass and use the lords name in vein
as i wait for time to pass
killing brain cells easy as throwing coins down wells
wishing for a chance to get back on my feet again
get back on my feet again
alone in my room repeat ill do it again [bad word] last rights ive still got some fight left
i'd rather regress into a caveman and bash my own skull against rocks than to feel such a nameless dread hangover my head
you see me now in a minute you'll see me again your teary eyes they are starting to drip on my skin
i'm blacking out and i'm always forgetting your name i spill my drink on your floor and your jacket the same
i sink my teeth into the worlds throat, my mouth is dark with the blood of idiot children
more warmth to heat up this frozen corpse
more booze to hollow out this empty shell
degraded moron and still i try
as my mask of sanity slips so does my grip on reality so i proceed to feed on the empty thoughts of lovers and forget me nots
(follow me, so we can see, what the [bad word] your worth. an implosion of sound from skipping stones over pools of [bad word] and they just wont [bad word] sink. [bad word] couldn't hold back this protest. these are my teeth, these are my claws, i am an animal)
sobbing tears of vinegar that i know i dont mean i sure as [bad word] wont regret it by the morning BY THE MORNING!.