[Intro 1: Taken from Freaky] 
I really don't have to tell you much about this one because the song is 
like the song is like self-explanatory. You know what I mean? It's 
called My Own [bad word]  Story about me, and Midwestside, and Hogstyle 
Records, and people around me, and my wife, and stuff like that. Pretty 
personal. [bad word] copy. It's the only one we got. You know what I 
mean? I think y'all really love the story. People are nosey and want to 
know about my life so check this out; this is called My Own [bad word] 
Produced by Don Juan 
[Intro 2]  [bad word]  my life is straight conflict 
When all I want to do is kick it hard and make bomb [bad word] 
Every perimeter I enter is infested with a sinner 
Seems like I'm losing and [bad word] out the winner  [bad word]  I'm the only one kicking it, everyone else plotting and scheming 
But yet they never listen when I say I'm a little piece of love and a 
pit full of demons 
[Verse 1] 
Midwestside was [bad [bad word] of all friends 
who grew up together and shared ends 
Nobody stepped on nobody's toes 
Don Juan was executive producer, Juan had beats I had flows 
Scoob and Txx Will did promotion 
Got it where Mitch Bade was the [bad word] and got Kansas City open 
Juan got that [bad word] to Quincy Jones through a chick named Mona 
Three days later Q called us back and it was on 
Q told us to wait on putting the record out indy 
The [bad word] will make it to where we'll have plenty 
So we waited. Should we put this out? We debated 
But working with Quincy we were elated 
So now we on the road to L.A. and it was live 
till we got to Quincy's and Don Juan to Scooby and them to wait outside 
That's when the tension started to build 
Niggaz started feeling unappreciated and then [bad word] got real! 
'97 Quincy called back for me and Juan 
I told my Rogue Dog niggaz just to remain calm 
I'm bout to make it so we can bling. Get us nice things 
and then Don Juan said, "let's mash for our dreams." 
Scooby didn't like the way he spent his money on promos 
T-shirts and money to make room for logos 
He thought he wasn't appreciated, Midwestside depreciated 
Gone for the summer and everybody waited 
Bakarii didn't like the fact he was down with Mitch Bade 
He felt that he should be the next [bad word] to get paid 
Txx Will got tired of being lectured 
on distribution so the anted up and started Hogstyle Records 
My niggaz wanted me to ride  [bad word] yeah I'm down, Tecca Nina's on both sides 
Hogstyle's like  [bad word] 'em, cuz they didn't believe in 57 
Midwestside's the same, but the love, I'm trynna find my way to heaven  [bad word]  
Yo... This is my own [bad word]  [bad word] this is my own [bad word] 
Just trynna make my records sell 
Off in my own [bad word]  [bad word] this is my own [bad word] 
[Verse 2] 
We want to Cali to hook with QD3 
They wanted the superstar to be me 
Kicked it with big Q off in the wild wild west they signed me to Quest 
Didn't know I was in for some more perspective mess 
Quest fighting Midwestside over a single 
All the way from the love angel to Chris Cringle 
CEO of Midwestside fighting QD over my budget 
QD fighting quest cuz he never loved it 
Warner Bros. Fighting back and forth with my artists 
cuz the [bad word] who's handling money is retarded 
Quest don't like Midwestside, QD3 don't like Quest 
and I'm sitting in the middle depressed 
Warner Bros send me four Gs a month 
I'm kickin it at parties. Liquor, weed, and [bad word] 
When everybody's fussing and fighting 
I'm suffering peacefully like novacaine 
That's because I didn't know the game 
Midwestside, Juan, and QD3 
Q-W-E-S-T fighting over me 
Sway and Tech fighting Q over a check he didn't pay 
but I suffer. Yeah, I suffer at the end of the day  [bad word]  
Yo... This is my own [bad word]  [bad word] t